There were countless little âf*ck-youâs running around Ning Shuâs heart.
Who wanted him to coax her?
She wanted him to be angry, alright? Angry!
Cheng Fei really was terrifying. He hid his emotions and lived completely as another person, with a persona that was perfect and lovable.
He maintained a perfect composure at all times.
He disguised himself flawlessly with this likable persona.
At this rate, she wouldnât be able to get anything out of taking this risk!
Ning Shu finally resolved herself and cut a wound on her arm. Blood gushed out all at once.
Cheng Fei hastily covered the wound on Ning Shuâs arm with hemostatic cotton to prevent more blood from gushing out.
âWhat are you doing? Why are you doing this?â Cheng Fei frowned. He sounded impatient, too. âWhy did you hurt yourself?â
Ning Shu smiled and said, âI hurt myself because I donât want to be fossilized by a monster like you. I want to live.â
Cheng Feiâs frown deepened. âWhy canât you see from my point of view? Youâll always look like you do now, when you are your most beautiful, instead of bit by bit decaying and rotting as you age.â
Was he blaming her for refusing to die right now? Even creatures as small as ants worked hard to live, so why did she have to agree to die?
âWhen she was at her most beautifulâ!?
Ning Shu would gladly grow old, slowly decay, and finally rot in the ground instead.
He was trying to kill her and yet was still pretending that he was doing her a favor.
Thank you and your f*cking family so f*cking much, you monster!â
âYouâre calling me a monster?â Cheng Feiâs expression was a little aggrieved. âHow can you think of me like that?
âYou are a monster. And I refuse to die.â
Cheng Fei paused and sighed. âI wonât blame you for it. You canât understand and appreciate beauty like I do.â
Sheâd appreciate his damned father! Ning Shu could only barely control her anger right now.
Ning Shu grabbed Cheng Fei by his collar and glared at him. How long was he going to keep pretending?
âCheng Fei, youâŠâ
âWhat?â Cheng Fei sighed. He began to treat Ning Shuâs cut.
âIn the future, no matter how angry you get, you canât hurt yourself like this. We canât discuss and attempt the amber-making process again until your body has completely recovered,â Cheng Fei said.
âWhen did I agree to that? I told you that I donât want to be fossilized. Donât you understand?â Ning Shu wanted to slap Cheng Fei another time.
Cheng Fei didnât get angry even after being slapped twice in a row. He always looked at her as if she was an overgrown, spoiled child, which creeped her out.
He never even seemed to get angry and vent his anger elsewhere. In fact, he never seemed to get angry at all.
âTake good care of yourself, alright? Letâs go back to China tomorrow.â Cheng Fei applied medicine to Ning Shuâs wound. âIâll wait until youâve consented to it.â
Ning Shu tilted her head and asked, âDo I really have a mental illness?â
âOf course. You were diagnosed by several experts. Donât you see it from how you always think that I want to hurt you?â Cheng Fei looked helpless.
Ning Shu: âŠ
Who was really the mentally ill one here?
Cheng Fei wrapped Ning Shuâs arm with gauze. He wrapped it very well and even tied a bow on top of it. It looked very beautiful.
Ning Shu looked at the bow and praised, âActually, you wouldâve done great if youâd become an artist. After all, some artists are crazyâjust like you are.â
Cheng Feiâs expression became even more helpless. âYou always say that I am crazy, but youâre the one whoâs really mentally ill.â
As if! He was the one who was crazy! His whole family was crazy!
How dare he say that she was crazy? He was the crazy one!
MTL Editor: Ran
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