âI think that the answer should be obvious.â Elenore stared Argrave down. âWhen youâre fighting an opponent, thereâs only two ways to gain advantage. Strengthen your own side, or weaken theirs.â
Argrave narrowed his eyes at her suggestion. âWeakening him kind of defeats the purpose of this being a test, doesnât it? If you turn down the difficulty when you get beaten into the dust, you donât learn how to overcome the challenge. Itâs⊠cheating, basically.â
Elenore shrugged. âFine. Why are you even asking me? Ask Annelieseâsheâs the one with magic.â
âI will. But in the meantime, I respect your opinion, too.â He leaned on her desk. âBesides, you were right alongside Orion and I when we melded into the Tree of Being, and you have the most experience around talking with Vasquer.â
âAlrightâŠâ Elenore stood up. âThen I reiterateâmake him weaker. You arenât playing a game, youâre fighting a war, a battleâand learning how to weaken Raven can be applied to Gerechtigkeit in much the same way. Theyâre similar, even, in how terrifying I find them.â
Argrave thought on it for a moment, then realized she did have a rather ironclad point. Beyond changing his own strategy, the only other option was to make the opposing side weaker. It was a skill that did have some hope of reapplication in the times to come.
He knocked her wooden desk with his knuckles. âSee, and thatâs why I came to you first. Thank you. Youâve given me a good foundation for me to ask the others about.â
âHold on. Youâre sure this⊠bizarre endeavor will stop Gerechtigkeit?â Elenore asked. âItâs important we be timely. Iâve started to make arrangements for some of the godâs agents to come and restore orderâwell, the gods that I trust, at the very least. Lawâs Justiciars are already working to uphold it in the most badly-affected areas. But things are getting worse, day-by-day. Time was, we could stop suicide pacts before theyâd even formed. But they keep growing and numbers, and theyâre starting to throw themselves upon either our soldiers or their blades in numbers we can no longer realistically prevent.â
âProvided I can winâŠâ Argrave nodded. âItâs as good as done.â
âThen beat his damned ass for me.â Elenore sat back down. âAnd shut the door on your way out. Iâm busy enough as is.â
Argrave made to leave, a faint smile on his face. Before he couldâŠ
âSophia keeps asking to see you,â Elenore called out as he opened the door slightly. When he looked back, her gray eyes met his own. âMight not hurt to pay her a visit. Boost that resolve, remind yourself what youâre fighting to protect.â
Argrave gave a steady nod, agreeing. Last time theyâd spoken, Argrave had said that Sophia was like a daughter to him. Then, heâd gone out to get some smokes with Jaray. It was overdue to end that. And at her mention of people he wanted to protect, he already had some inspiration for what might weaken Raven.
Argrave consulted the others about what he might do to win the fight against Raven. They had much the same thoughts that Elenore did, yet they added their own refinements that fit their character. Galamon in particular had the most poignant insight.
âEven if it hurts, fight again, and lose,â heâd instructed Argrave. âLearn how to fight against him without the weakness. Lose battle after battle, skirmish after skirmish, yet win the war.â The old Veidimen commander grabbed Argraveâs shoulder as he imparted his advice seriously. âItâs what Iâve done. Iâve suffered humiliating defeats more times than I can count. Iâve never lost a war, though. Thatâs key.â
As Argrave stared, Anneliese affirmed his opinion with a nod. âHeâs right. Callous yourself. Nothing is better than experience.â
âYou donât seem to follow that advice,â he pointed out. âYou just learn how to do things, and then do them. Even in battle, you just⊠figure it out, on the spot.â
âYou arenât me,â Anneliese reminded him. âGaining from pain is essentially your favorite tactic. Whyâre you looking for a different route?â
Argrave shook his head, annoyed at how well she knew him. âWhy did I choose blood magic? Am I stupid?â
âI have asked that question of you many times,â Anneliese reminded him.
âWhich one?â He looked at her, and she smiled coyly.
Argrave sighed, coming to terms with the fact heâd need to jump back into the wringer.
After heâd gotten enough advice from his general to cram his head full of tactics he might employ, he did precisely what had been advised of himâendured hell. The second time was every bit as painful as the first, despite the fact that Argrave was preparing for its arrival. As was the third, the fourth, the fifth, the seventieth⊠time and time again, Argrave and all the forces his imagination could conjure were wiped out, and the confrontation was capped with a single world from Raven.
âReturn.â
When he could endure no more, he took Elenoreâs advice and paid a visit to Sophia to heal his soul. In so doing, he visited with someone heâd also been intending to reach out toward. After all⊠heâd still yet to weaken Raven at all.
âHause,â he greeted. âSophia.â
âArgrave!â Sophia broke away from the blonde goddess of potential, coming to rush over to him. He picked her up and held her high. She stared with bright red eyes and a smile, pleased merely to be held.
âWhy were you with Hause?â he asked her, looking between her and the goddess.
âI thoughtâŠâ Sophia began, but trailed off.
âGo ahead,â he prompted her.
âI thought I should⊠learn more about my power,â Sophia explained. âAnd Hauseâs temple has the shelter, so she wanted to learn how to be relaxed around me.â
Argrave took a deep breath, ambivalent. He was proud Sophia was taking the initiative to understand her own power, but he was somewhat ashamed she had to do so much at such a young age.
âIâll let you speak alone,â Hause said, dipping her head slightly. freewŃbnoÎœel.com
âNo. Stay,â Argrave stopped her. âSophia⊠could you give us a moment?â
âMiss Hause didnât do anything wrong,â Sophia insisted. âI was the one that asked first, Argrave.â
âItâs not about that,â Argrave assured with a smile as he set her on the ground. âHow could I be mad at you? Like I said⊠youâre like a daughter to me. I meant it then, and I still mean it. And thatâll never change, unless you want it to. I want to talk to you in a minute, but this is another matter entirely.â
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Sophiaâs face lit up a little brighter, and then she obediently went to join her escortâone of Lawâs Justiciars. Hause stood there patiently, hands crossed before her purple dress politely.
âWhat did you wish to speak of?â Hause asked.
âTwo things,â Argrave said. âFor one, I think itâs time to tell your peopleâyour followers that survived, the ones he saved from the pastâthat Raven is still alive. That he saved them, and he still lives today.â
âWhat?â Hauseâs eyes widened. âRaven⊠heâs ready for that? Ready to meet them, confront them?â
Argrave rubbed his hands together. âSometimes, friends need to give friends the push they need to be better. Thatâs all.â
âInteresting.â Hause nodded. âYou know this present form of his better than I do. I hope youâre right, for all our sakes.â She looked backward, into her temple. âSome of them have already guessed. I think⊠I think theyâll accept him, even as he is.â
âRaven managed to overcome his problems,â Argrave said, all but lying. âHeâs becoming more human day by day. I think this proves that your ability isnât as dangerous as you thought it was. And the coming circumstances⊠I think youâll agree they necessitate a new font of power.â He walked forward. âThatâs the second thing. I think itâs past time for you to start unlocking the potential of some of our allies.â
Hauseâs jaw tightened. âYouâve seen the Smiling Ravenâin spirit as much as in flesh, Iâm told. Even Erlebnisâ shallow imitation in his vault rings in my head, to this day.â She shook her head firmly. âItâs too risky.â
âWeâre getting to the point where itâs riskier not to do it,â Argrave said, looming over her. âEverything is relying on such a small group of people. I donât want to live in a world where Blackgard remains safe, but every distant city dies because all of the power-hitters are comprised of my inner-circle. We need more power. We need more options.â
Hause couldnât meet his eyesâperhaps because she knew he was right, or perhaps because he intimidated her. Either way, he backed away, feeling self-conscious.
âIâll⊠consider it.â Hause ran a hand against her impeccably braided hair. âFor now, shall we speak to my followers about Raven?â
âLetâs,â Argrave said, beckoning her forward.
There was some guilt in what he was doing. He knew Raven wouldnât want this, but he did genuinely think it would be better in the long run for the man to know the people heâd saved when he was the Smiling Raven didnât hate him.
And even more than that, he needed to point out Ravenâs half-hearted attempts to persuade Hause to unlock peopleâs potential. Heâd made little progressâor even effortâon that front.
With the Heralds and Gerechtigkeit both watching, they needed every advantage.
After imparting the knowledge to all of Hauseâs followers, Argrave returned to the regularly scheduled programming of dying miserably. That was all he could do while he waited for the seed to sprout roots. On the bright side⊠his efforts did result in something.
After what felt like an eternity of Raven battering Argrave with all manner of horrible abominations, they finally had what Argrave might dare call a real battle. In a minute-long exchange of firepower, his soldiers managed to cut enough of a hole in the relentless wave of chaos that they got a payload jam-packed with nuclear magic right onto Ravenâs body. The resulting explosion burnt Argraveâs eyebrows right off⊠but it barely ruffled Ravenâs feathers. Like a child fighting an adult, even once Argrave didland a hit, it didnât amount to much.
After some point, Argrave actually became eager for the next battle. Eager enough to briefly forget the seed heâd sown while he was waiting for Raven to arrive in his lab. He stormed down through the ceiling like he was swimming through water instead of volcanic glass. He seized Argrave, and slammed him against the wall.
âYou had no right to tell them I lived,â he said, true anger in his icy voice. âNo right at all.â
Argrave sent out one of his blood echoes, swapping places with it. The moment he could breathe again, he said, âMaybe they had the right to know! Maybe they deserved to know!â
âWho are you to decide that?!â Raven took three steps forward.
Argrave stood defiantly. âYouâre shaken that they donât all hate youâadmit it. Youâre not half the damn monster you think you are, Raven, or half of the one you act like. You got dealt an awful hand, and you still did better than most anyone couldâve.â Argrave pointed to his heart with his thumb. âEven me, who you make a damned golden statue of.â
âWhy do this? Why now?!â Raven demanded, throwing his tremendous arm wide.
âPerhaps because youâve been dragging your feet in doing what youâre supposed toâconvincing Hause to use her power for our cause.â Argrave tapped his chest. âOr perhaps because Iâm your friend, and I want you to move past all this self-hatred you mire yourself in.â
Ravenâs teeth ground against one another audibly. âNo. No, I know you. You wanted to weaken me. You wanted to catch me by surprise, lower my defenses. Well⊠weâre taking a break for the day. You wonât rattle me, Argrave. I will not have you weak.â
Raven stared at Argrave with his gray eyes, eerily still. Argrave thought something might happen, but he merely turned and walked away, his steps heavy and hard. When heâd left, Argrave sunk to the floor, frustrated and defeated. He sat there for a long while, sorely regretting having missed the opportunity to reveal what heâd done mid-fight. Itâd never seemed like the right time.
âBlew your chance?â
Argrave looked up just in time to see Lorena walk in the room. She had her arms behind her back and walked with a light-footed saunter.
âMaybe,â Argrave conceded. âHow much did you hear?â
âEnough.â Lorena sat on the table he was typically operated on, coiling her tail around her waist. She raised her hand, then effortlessly created a ward that encircled them to block listeners. âWant some help?â
âWhat, a tag-team?â Argrave chuckled.
âNo, some advice.â She ran her hand across her tail. âI know Raven pretty well.â
âHow?â Argrave narrowed his eyes. âYou were on the moon before he was born.â
âBecause Iâve been watching him for a long, long while.â Lorena smiled, almost sadly. âI⊠pity him, I suppose. But I also respect and admire him, and many things in between.â
âYouâve been watching him,â Argrave repeated. âWhy?â
âAll of my people were watching him when the Smiling Raven came to being,â Lorena continued. âHavenât you ever wondered how he survived becoming such a thing? How he went from that, to the Alchemist?â
âHe told me,â Argrave disclosed. âHe cut away the emotions, and fixated himself on a taskâstopping Gerechtigkeit, and researching various things that might aid in that cause.â
âHow?â Lorena asked.
âHow should I know? Ask him.â Argrave threw up one hand dismissively.
Lorena leaned in a little closer. âIt was a rhetorical question. He wouldnât know the answer, either. But I do. And all of the lunar dragons do, as well.â
Argrave narrowed his eyes. âWhat are you saying?â
âThis isnât the first time Raven and I have met,â Lorena disclosed.
Argrave felt his guts swirl. âYouâre joking with me, right? Are you getting at what I think you are?â
Lorena said nothing, raising her brows and smiling until her sharp teeth faintly shone beyond her red lips.
âI always thought you were weird around him, butâŠâ Argrave laughed. âYou saved him? Why?â
âI did more than save him.â Lorena shook her head. âAs for why⊠I saved him because he deserved saving. And I still hold the beliefs I held back then, now.â
Argrave looked into her eyes. He was almost certain there was something deeper to those wordsânot merely that she thought Raven was worth saving, but⊠the beliefs that she likely helped implant in him, the focus that he likely held even to this day.
Lorena had helped form the personality of the Alchemistâthe Alchemist, single-mindedly focused on ending the cycle of judgment. If that was true⊠from the beginning, she was their ally against the Heralds.
âHowâs that for a bomb to drop?â Lorena smiled. âHeâs going too hard on you, and he knows it. The flies that Gerechtigkeit tries to kill you with wonât be a millionth as strong as his soul is. Tell him what I told you, and Iâm positive dormant memories will resurface. Memories I suppressed. And then⊠you can win.â
âI canât help but wonder if youâre trying to get me killed.â Argrave scratched his cheek. âBut⊠hell. Thatâll work. Thatâll work, for sure. Thank you.â